Landslide
I have no idea how to use tumblr. I don’t even know how to read other people’s tumblrs. What does it mean when there are indentations? And italics?
Maybe it’s hard for me because In about 6 months I’ll be thirty. Geezers don’t get the internet, unless they are steve jobs, and then I call them “geezrs.” Who cares, though, right? I’m lucky to pass for someone who could play a 9th grader on Gossip Girl (meaning I look about 25). True, I’m trying to “make it” in entertainment, but like, comedy. Not where the beautiful people generally are. So what’s the hang-up?
The hang-up is that I’m not mature enough to be thirty. Case in point: I just started a secret tumblr to talk about the boys in my life that are giving me strife. Also, I call them “boys.” Also, they are. I can’t seem to meet anyone older than me. Or even the same age. Everyone I date is always 27.
But that’s why it’s a secret tumblr. So I can be mushy as baby poo and no one will know (HA)! Also- maybe better and more mature to have a semisecret online diary than drink my angst away, right? Except I’m doing that too, of course. But to a lesser extent than two years ago. Jeez.
